empath

I just want someone else to feel my pain.

[so intense so close to me that i don't even understand it until it is forcing tears out of my eyes and i still don't really understand it even then. if i wait long enough my loneliness will become an unbearable weight that i would love to see someone else attempt to carry, if only for a little while. with my luck it would probably take them far, whereas in my possession, it does nothing but cause me pain. isolate me further. someone please, feel this fear. give me a break. give me hope. for once. just once. or just once again. hold this for me while i run. run away. that's all i'm good at. i need to escape. i need to leave for something somewhere much different.]

I do not need friends.

I need an empath.

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