It's three in the morning and do you know what I'm most happy about? The fact that I didn't cry. At all. Because this person was not worth it. Well, wait. There are actually things I feel even happier about. Although I am still freakishly proud that I didn't cry (or rather couldn't, because I tried). Hahahaha, lying son of a bitch but I don't care because I didn't cry which means I didn't care as much as I thought I did. Emotional resilience... it's happening. And it's happening to me!
Next happiest thing? Oh my god if I have sons they are going to be the smoothest, most polite men any girl will ever met. It will also help that they will be tall (and potentially attractive). Regardless, men don't just suck a lot. A lot of men also lack basic propriety. Which means if I even do a semi-decent job raising my children, they will get laid (that sentence should A) not have been said B) not make me happy. But it does, and I apologize for nothing! Oh sirah!). They will also be loved by the general public. Seriously, how do men actually respect themselves? This must be why young white men burn out in medical school.
Regardless...
Next happiest thing? I have a functioning group of lady friends. I have a group of girlfriends! This is the first time in my life that the number of female friends I have dwarfs the number of male friends I have. And although I used to assume hanging out with women all the time would make me depressed, I actually feel pretty revitalized. Also, bulletproof. Also really happy. I think female medical students are actually the most fascinating group of people in America.
I'm clearly biased.
Anyway, I am severely sleep deprived but OH MY GOD also happy. I've learned so much today. And tonight. Life. Life is great.
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