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indecision. she was drunk. she was gone. she wasn't all there. she was just there enough to be able to speak to you in broken sentences of strung together english words. she wants you to understand everything she has to say, but she doesn't want you to take her seriously. she certainly doesn't want you to remember what she's said the next day. she wants you to remember her face and think of it fondly. but she doesn't want you to remember that she belongs with the face until some made up day when you will meet in sobriety but in a strange setting where strangers don't feel like strangers and socialization is maximized for everyone's benefit.